(can't get no)

I'm just a little bit cranky.

I went for a job interview - same company, same floor, different department - on Thursday and it was down to just two of us. We were told that we would find out Monday.

Monday rolls around.

No comment. Gossip, innuendo, speculation has been flying around. I work in an office. It happens. Actually I think it happens wherever you have two people or more.

Needless to say it hasn't been very good for the constitution. I got through the weekend by chanting "There's nothing you can do about it" and got through today by putting my head down and swearing at the computer. A lot.

Of course everyone asked me if I'd heard anything about who got it at the most inopportune time - the best being as I was about to grab some lunch. The butterflies and gut clenching terror raised its head and only my friend threatening to steal my sandwich got me to eat it. Nothing like competition to motivate a girl.

I also spent all of Sunday night dreaming about being pregnant. With two paternity tests in the works. And me being sure it was actually a third guy because of the fact that I was about to give birth. It was one of those dreams that you wake up because of.. and then fall back asleep into it... again and again.. It was a bit disorientating and disturbing.

I just want to know damnit!

Edit: And I can't get the frigging font to get bigger. I give up.






Rolling Stones - Satisfaction